truth of the night

today, i was reminded of my relationship with god.

i realised i have been filling the jar with pebbles first, leaving the important ping pong balls to the last.

how silly i was to forgot that God gave me good enough grades when i placed him first in life. how silly i was to think that my education is more important than god.

i pray, i pray, i pray, that Dear Lord, you will grant me with all that i need, a great relationship with you, a direction in life, a purpose to fulfill. pls give me more faith, let me lean on u more, surrender all to you. Amen.

bubbling pot of porridge

oh how can i describe my love for You?
i am so so so so SOOOOOOOO in love with You,
how happy i am to have You,
i can't stop loving You,
i cant!!!

how can i love you more?
how can i show you my love?

please dont take away the gift you gave me,
i wont be embarassed to use it anymore,
help me to speak in tongues,
help me to just LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE you!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh, i feel so in love,
that i can dance on the clouds,
go round the moon ten times,
and still just smile at you and say I LOVE YOU!

its the high adrenaline rush again.
its the sweet sweet beginning i have in a relationship,
but i know this realtionship will be sweet forever,
let it grow,
let it overwhelm me,
let it take control of my life,
so that i can be a psychologist to serve You,
to help others,
to spread Your word and love.

this is the first time i feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOO in love with you,
i can just swirl myself around the room,
and then fall into bed,
smiling................

i know i sound so high,
forgive me for i m really in love...

the coffee cup

a dash of love,
a pinch of hope,
gazillions of the milk i crave for,
two spoonfuls of faith,
three drops of believe,
a slice of security.

brewed with your warmth,
stirred under your love,
served warm to me.

i hold it with both hands,
a tear rolls down my cheek,
it falls into the coffee cup.

i smile at you,
i drink it slowly,
sip by sip,
oh You made me for you.

The coffee cup,
the best drink served in it.

my two cents worth...
find that someone, hold on to him, love him for he love you too.

when the time comes. . . . . .

When the time comes,i will be on my knees.
when the time comes, you will shoulder everything for me,
when the time comes, i will be able to find myself undone,
when the time comes, you will fill me further until i m saturated with your spirit.

Let me love you endlessly,
let me do everything in your name.
let me just live for you.

i m waiting for the time to come.

let me be DRunk

When i go to sleep, i smile in joy as i know You are there for me.
When i rise, i smile in joy as i know You are there beaming at me for seizing another day.

You have been there always,
in me,
You have been there always,
to offer me pure love, joy and peace,
You have been there always,
to talk to me.

How can i not be thankful for knowing You,
for having You as my friend.

I love You.
May we love each other forever.


Let me be drunk in this pure love... ...