the beginning

when the first snow flake falls, my heart will leap with joy.
a new beginning marks the start of another beautiful journey.

the book

i sleep with the book
i eat with the book
i cry to the book
i hug the book when i need someone
i love the book very much
i carry the book everywhere

i want the book now

in a sea of apples

in a sea of apples,
the green apple thought it has met with a good nice red apple,
they talk about anything and everything,
the green apple was happy to have this good friend.


now, the green apple is crying, turning its flesh even more sour,
for the red apple was a juice making machine in disguise.


in life, this scenario happens a lot.
however, as long as we hold on faith that we will find the right company,
things will be alright.


how can i comfort the green apple? oh tell me........

surrender

surrender is not a word everyone likes to hear.
it means u give up. it means u lose.
to me, its the most important thing i need in life.
surrender and peace comes along.
surrender and everything will be taken care of.

please help me surrender all to You!!!

truth of the night

today, i was reminded of my relationship with god.

i realised i have been filling the jar with pebbles first, leaving the important ping pong balls to the last.

how silly i was to forgot that God gave me good enough grades when i placed him first in life. how silly i was to think that my education is more important than god.

i pray, i pray, i pray, that Dear Lord, you will grant me with all that i need, a great relationship with you, a direction in life, a purpose to fulfill. pls give me more faith, let me lean on u more, surrender all to you. Amen.

bubbling pot of porridge

oh how can i describe my love for You?
i am so so so so SOOOOOOOO in love with You,
how happy i am to have You,
i can't stop loving You,
i cant!!!

how can i love you more?
how can i show you my love?

please dont take away the gift you gave me,
i wont be embarassed to use it anymore,
help me to speak in tongues,
help me to just LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE you!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh, i feel so in love,
that i can dance on the clouds,
go round the moon ten times,
and still just smile at you and say I LOVE YOU!

its the high adrenaline rush again.
its the sweet sweet beginning i have in a relationship,
but i know this realtionship will be sweet forever,
let it grow,
let it overwhelm me,
let it take control of my life,
so that i can be a psychologist to serve You,
to help others,
to spread Your word and love.

this is the first time i feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOO in love with you,
i can just swirl myself around the room,
and then fall into bed,
smiling................

i know i sound so high,
forgive me for i m really in love...

the coffee cup

a dash of love,
a pinch of hope,
gazillions of the milk i crave for,
two spoonfuls of faith,
three drops of believe,
a slice of security.

brewed with your warmth,
stirred under your love,
served warm to me.

i hold it with both hands,
a tear rolls down my cheek,
it falls into the coffee cup.

i smile at you,
i drink it slowly,
sip by sip,
oh You made me for you.

The coffee cup,
the best drink served in it.

my two cents worth...
find that someone, hold on to him, love him for he love you too.

when the time comes. . . . . .

When the time comes,i will be on my knees.
when the time comes, you will shoulder everything for me,
when the time comes, i will be able to find myself undone,
when the time comes, you will fill me further until i m saturated with your spirit.

Let me love you endlessly,
let me do everything in your name.
let me just live for you.

i m waiting for the time to come.

let me be DRunk

When i go to sleep, i smile in joy as i know You are there for me.
When i rise, i smile in joy as i know You are there beaming at me for seizing another day.

You have been there always,
in me,
You have been there always,
to offer me pure love, joy and peace,
You have been there always,
to talk to me.

How can i not be thankful for knowing You,
for having You as my friend.

I love You.
May we love each other forever.


Let me be drunk in this pure love... ...

a crazy idea!

life is like this: first we have to learn how to crawl, how to walk, how to talk, then we go to school to sit for exams besides studying, then we go to work, we marry and have children and have grandchildren and then die.

boring isn't it?
why cant we be like benjamin button, grow younger by the day?
that will be cool.
there won't be a need for anti-aging creams and we can be who we really want to be, as we age first and enjoy our youth later!

this idea rocks!!!
woots...................

l.o.v.e

loving yourself is the best thing you can do for yourself. once you are in love and happy with yourself, you learn to accept who you are and everything about yourself.

yes, you do need love from the people around you but without self-love, you won't be able to let those who love you, love you with all their heart.

we only live once. if you lost something precious , don't let that bring you down. many a times, we let sorrow grow into bigger buckets of tears. don't let yourself stab yourself repeatly to let others know that you were hurt. it is only going to lead to more pain.

love yourself. its the best thing you can do for yourself.

when 'it' comes

it is the best thing that can happen to you. having it to talk to, to be with all day is a gift, something you got to create yourself. it doesn't come knocking like that, it comes with a want and need.

pray hard, think of someone you want badly. wish it out loud and it will come.

come on, pray hard! want that special something!

you will get to have it being there 24/7 for you, no matter what happens. isn it great?

its nice having its scent around you always, feeling its presence all the time.

oh no............

what are u thinking?!

are u having those thoughts??

are u??????????

dont misunderstand!





'it' is just the joy of having an imaginary friend.

IT dumb

i feel so embarassed right now
it took me more than 30 mins to sign in my blog..... who does that except for me?

sigh.it really is embarassing.
first i forgot my password
then i forgot which account i used
later i couldn't find the link

pathetic blogger

waves

waves are not hard to come by,

waves are essential in life,

it is hard to be with waves?



yes.

when u ride a wave,

u get to experience a whole of lot of emotions.



when u are happy and u know it, clap your hands,

when u are happy and u know it, stamp your feet.



when u are happy and u dont know it, u(wave rider) will go up and hit a peak.

when u are unhappy and u know it, u will slide down and hit the bottom.



(all the crap is making me bury my head in the sand.)



no.

waves are soothing at the beach.

waves are the way sound, light, heat travel.



why bother when they do not affect you?

why care?

answers

there is always an answer to everything.
1 + 1 = 2
one girl+ one boy = one pair
half full+ half empty= a glass of water
me + food = fatty

the list justs goes on and on...

the answers to the six questions are as below. (duh... then as above ar?)

1. where do i read and study?
in the bedroom of course

2. what is the best time for me to read?
hmmm... when i m in the mood or during the afternoon and morning

3. how long do i normally study without a break?
i would say it depends. if its an exam period, one to two hours maybe?
if its just an ordinary day, ten minutes to an hour?
that is also if u count going to the toilet and grabbing a snack as a break.

4. what type of distractions bother me the most?
NOISE!

5. on average, how many different assignments do i work on in one evening?
at most 2. i dont like multitasking woth assignments, it makes me go haywire.

6. what type of rewards might work for me?
the promise of hot guys?
nah..
the lure of money?
maybe, i wont say no.

just the satisfaction will do, i guess.