the beginning

when the first snow flake falls, my heart will leap with joy.
a new beginning marks the start of another beautiful journey.

the book

i sleep with the book
i eat with the book
i cry to the book
i hug the book when i need someone
i love the book very much
i carry the book everywhere

i want the book now

in a sea of apples

in a sea of apples,
the green apple thought it has met with a good nice red apple,
they talk about anything and everything,
the green apple was happy to have this good friend.


now, the green apple is crying, turning its flesh even more sour,
for the red apple was a juice making machine in disguise.


in life, this scenario happens a lot.
however, as long as we hold on faith that we will find the right company,
things will be alright.


how can i comfort the green apple? oh tell me........

surrender

surrender is not a word everyone likes to hear.
it means u give up. it means u lose.
to me, its the most important thing i need in life.
surrender and peace comes along.
surrender and everything will be taken care of.

please help me surrender all to You!!!

truth of the night

today, i was reminded of my relationship with god.

i realised i have been filling the jar with pebbles first, leaving the important ping pong balls to the last.

how silly i was to forgot that God gave me good enough grades when i placed him first in life. how silly i was to think that my education is more important than god.

i pray, i pray, i pray, that Dear Lord, you will grant me with all that i need, a great relationship with you, a direction in life, a purpose to fulfill. pls give me more faith, let me lean on u more, surrender all to you. Amen.

bubbling pot of porridge

oh how can i describe my love for You?
i am so so so so SOOOOOOOO in love with You,
how happy i am to have You,
i can't stop loving You,
i cant!!!

how can i love you more?
how can i show you my love?

please dont take away the gift you gave me,
i wont be embarassed to use it anymore,
help me to speak in tongues,
help me to just LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE you!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh, i feel so in love,
that i can dance on the clouds,
go round the moon ten times,
and still just smile at you and say I LOVE YOU!

its the high adrenaline rush again.
its the sweet sweet beginning i have in a relationship,
but i know this realtionship will be sweet forever,
let it grow,
let it overwhelm me,
let it take control of my life,
so that i can be a psychologist to serve You,
to help others,
to spread Your word and love.

this is the first time i feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOO in love with you,
i can just swirl myself around the room,
and then fall into bed,
smiling................

i know i sound so high,
forgive me for i m really in love...

the coffee cup

a dash of love,
a pinch of hope,
gazillions of the milk i crave for,
two spoonfuls of faith,
three drops of believe,
a slice of security.

brewed with your warmth,
stirred under your love,
served warm to me.

i hold it with both hands,
a tear rolls down my cheek,
it falls into the coffee cup.

i smile at you,
i drink it slowly,
sip by sip,
oh You made me for you.

The coffee cup,
the best drink served in it.

my two cents worth...
find that someone, hold on to him, love him for he love you too.